20 huh? that is wild and scary. I do not know what to expect, is there a major thing I am supposed to do right now? Buy a house? Get a car? It's all so new to me and it's driving me insane. I spent my last few weeks as a teenager wallowing in tears [...]
My body is a canvas for your painting A painful art session that I somehow weirdly enjoy. Seeing the gory scenes we make yet appreciating it The beautiful pattern the blood forms when it drips Fresh cuts Red wrists Except we don't touch the wrist How cliche is that? You like to spice things up [...]
This is a letter to myself to always trust and believe in myself even when it doesn’t make sense
They say a girl's first true love is the one that sticks with her till the end of time So why haven't i experienced mine? Every night i close my eyes and try to draw images of you but i'm left with a blank page I try to play happy scenarios in my head but [...]
I never know what to expect from someone you have feelings for so i never expect anything at all. I have somehow managed to build a wall that "protects" me from hurt: With you it was different In a matter of days, I knew I felt something for you. It started with reading our conversations, [...]
It's 2016 and I am in a dark place, I am trying to heal from the wounds a lover gave me for no apparent reason, I am fighting the darkness within me, depression. Yet out of this darkness comes light or so I thought. A relationship with people I call friends, a safe place where [...]
I thought I knew you yet you took away my pride you saw the look in my eyes yet you went ahead and made me feel less no matter how hard I try I can't get rid of your smell I burned sage still, I smell you all around and I hate it I hate you [...]
